Psalm 99 The Lord reigns, let the nations tremble; He sits enthroned between the cherubim, let the earth shake.
2Great is the Lord in Zion, He is exalted over all the nations. 3Let them praise Your Great and Awesome Name- He is Holy
4The King is Mighty, He loves justice- You have established equity; in Jacob you have done what is just and right.
5Exalt the Lord our God and worship at His Footstool; HE IS HOLY!
6Moses and Aaron were among his priests. Samuel was among those who called on His Name; they called on the Lord and He answered them. 7He spoke to them from a pillar of cloud; they kept His statues and the decrees He gave them. 😯 Lord, our God you answered them. You were to Israel a forgiving God, though you punished thier misdeeds. 9Exalt the Lord our God and worship at His Holy Mountain, for the Lord our God IS HOLY.
Ater reading Romans 8:37-39 which says: No, in all thise things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. 38For I am convinced that niether death nor life, niether angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
I don’t know why i had the empression that God was giving me permission to sin. I clearly read Psalm 99, God is Holy, Did I need a hammer to fall on my head to see that I was in the presence of God, who is holy and just and true to His Holy Word? But i did read in Psalm 8:37-39 that NOTHING CAN SEPARATE ME FROM THE LOVE OF GOD. So if nothing can separate His love from me, then that would mean nothing anyone else does can touch His love for me. It is sealed with the Blood of His Son, the Blood that was shed from the beatings He suffered, the thorned crown that was placed on His head, the crushing pain of carrying the cross up a loney road; while people were spitting in His face and mocking Him. The Blood that was shed from the Lord our God, who is Holy, as the nails were being pounded by a hammer into His Holy Feet. The nails that were pounded into His wrists, that poured out His Holy Blood, the the peircing arrow in His Heart.
So after reading the word and thanking God for His Word, i turn on the television to see a story of young Jemale who was killed by a couple of young boys. His life ended at the end of the barrel of a gun. My cousins wife’s mother dies of cancer, the mother of my brother’s children cancer came out of remission, I, feeling overwhelmed by the loss of work, my book sold only ten copies, we have thirty days to move, and we in a car accident on our way home from work. Through all that, i realized that God’s love was still there, but my heart was growing bitter towards Him as I cryed from my angry heart; and that anger and bitterness towards God had seperated me from Him, not Him from me.
I realized that in my own heart, I was not seeking God, who gives us in abundance all the Spiritual blessings we need in our Day’s Journey; but rather seeking God’s material blessings that make me comfortable and happy. I also realize that by acting out in this unruly, self-pitiful, uncontrolled anger, I was actually seeking God’s permission to sin. God does not give us permission to sin! But He does give us the right to chose who to follow.
By the end of the day, I had found that I cut myself off from Christ, by refusing to trust Him in my circumstances, and despairing over things I cannot understand, I was completely exhausted!.
Then i remembered what the Lord said to me in the light< "My Love never gets weary or exhausted" I repented, got off the ground and went to His Throne of Grace and found Mercy standing with outstretched Hands.
Be Willing and Chose Christ, and recieve Life and the God of all grace will fill your every spiritual need in a Day’s Journey.